May I talked a little about myself first? Okay, first, I will introduce about myself (a little bit). My name is Jesslyn. I am 26 years old right now. I think it’s okay to be just (a little bit open) about my real life. I always want a happy family, but the truth is, I have a broken family. My mother n father doesn’t support n suit each other. Regardless of that, I found many lessons about relationship through my father n mother. Despite all of that, I have also experienced dating. Good and bad, it doesn’t matter for me anymore. I have all the lessons with me. Maybe, I will forget about that in the future, I don’t know also. I only have been in a relationship with a boy once. I think relationship is best when both party is growing n evolving. I mean, I have read that once in other’s quote. N that’s true. First, we have to grow in ourselves first, then we can grow best in a relationship. I mean, how can we love others when we first cannot be the person who love ourselves first? I think it’s the same issue with growing. Both must be growing. Is that makes sense? Yes, so here I am again, still figuring out what I really want. People will always chose money (almost everyone), or family, or success, carrier, etc. I am human, so I want that too. But, the real question right now, is that, I still figuring out what I really want in my life. Have u ever wonder why you are alive? So, I’m figuring out, just my opinion, to live a meaningful life is more happier I think? Soso, because of my broken family, my mother n father doesn’t really take their role model in a good way. So, I have to be the mother yet I have to be working actually right now n run for my success. N my sister have to take the ‘father role model’. It’s funny. Cooking everyday, makes me wonder, is cooking will be my passion? Still figuring out. My mom n my father is not a good role model in a relationship. I know both of them are trying, but I think it will be hard because they’re already too old. If u are a women n a mother, I think u should take good care about ur family first. A mother should be the good role model of their kids. N if u are men n a father, I think u should take care of ur family too n should be able to provide the food n needs ur family need. A good n loyal man is hard to find. But, I believe, that when we are good enough, the person will come eventually to our life. Sometimes, I felt that my father n mother already tried their best. But, they don’t fit each other. N it’s exhausting to be in the middle of both who try to make everything works out. I want to live my life too. This is not what I want. To be a mother where I should actually working to my success. I feel a little bit sorry about myself, but I don’t wanna be like my father n mother. It’s a life-long precious lessons. I think everyone have their own story too. So, this is my first homemade cooking idea that I want to share.
Indonesian Food (Lumpia rasa bumbu bali)
This is my homemade recipe. It’s because I’m an Indonesian people, so of course, the menu is Indonesian food. But, I Love food from other country also, like burger, sushi, etc. I love all the food that is tasty.
This is really my original homemade, not copying other, but I just try it, In my head, like, If I tried this cooking, will it be good? Just like that, very simple.
So, this is Lumpia rasa bumbu bali. Inside, i filled it with cabbage. N the seasoning, I used bamboo (already with bali seasoning), I just mixed it with water. I think one quite unique, because the taste really unlike the usual. Okay, this is my first blog post. Hope u like it! Thank youuu
I think it’s okay to be a person who full of mistakes. We r human, n failure is the first step towards success. N I think the best way (sometimes) to accept ourselves is that ‘not to compare with others’. We all, will be eventually success in our way. Not comparing to others. I think jealously is the real issue that eat our soul. But, it’s just my opinion.
HomeMade Cooking Idea 